Camping

Hey there my 🌟 family.

This last retrograde season has been a beast. How are you holding up?

I don't think the rollercoaster is quite over yet...but we're catching our breath.

I was out in nature and a couple things came up:

Just because we think something healing should be easy, does not mean it will go as smoothly as we are expecting.

Comfort, discomfort, joy, anger, fear, laughter, fill in the blank; are opportunities for choices. How we respond, balance, or integrate is where our power is housed.

Ok, now that I've said that. So what?

Grace. Permission to be. Riding the wave all the way out.

Life was never meant to be one note, one energetic space, or some wildly frozen state of being. We're here to experience all of life; the good, the bad, and everything in between. That's what we're doing here together. Finding the value in all of our experiences and our choices. Not all of them will be for history books, but we are not merely words on a page. The personal value of our life experiences are in the moment we are in now.

Back to my revelations in nature.

I fully expected rainbows, butterflies, singing angels, and dragons fire to reveal itself and greet me as I walked barefoot in the woods. I thought, I'm so grounded and vibing so high I'm a f@#$ing guru.....

Then my family put me right back in my flawed triggered human body 🤣

I was very disappointed that things didn't feel easy or flowy, I immediately judged my progress. I applied some expectations that were a little unreasonable.

It took me the whole trip to work through it. Spirit talks to me when I'm trying to talk to you, cause I'm stubborn 😎

Grace. Permission to be. Riding the wave all the way out.

Perfect isn't real and the goal isn't escape. I decided to let myself get triggered. I then tried new responses. I implemented new personal boundaries.

It was uncomfortable... for everyone.

But we lived, and we are still talking 🥰

So I'm counting it as successful.

Again

Grace. Permission to be. Riding the wave all the way out.

I love you! I'm rooting for you. Ask me questions and share your stories ♡

Until next time.